four years ago you arrived and stole my whole heart and shifted life forever. last night, you suddenly became a 4 year old boy. out of the blue, with no warning you asked to wear a button down shirt and jeans!! (from the child who has only worn board shorts + tights and rain boots for a whole year!) it seems my little baby is gone ….and now, here you are, a certifiable kid who charts his own course in every single thing you do . i miss my little guy already….and my heart aches in a way i know it will never recover. i am grateful each and every day to be your mother. milo kekoa, you make my heart soar. happy birthday big boy!